Improving my English grammar
When asked how to improve my English writing, my previous advisor simply mentioned that I just need (needed?) to pay more attention to what I wrote. It sounds easier than it really is. I relied on my advisor too much on writing when I was in school. As long as we got the papers published, I did not care about how to improve my writing by myself. Now, I am looking for a job and then realize that good writing skills are essential for almost all the jobs I applied. (maybe "I have applied")
I know that the structure and the content of an article are foremost for attracting readers. However, when practicing my English writing, I realize (realized) that I make (made) too many grammar mistakes, which makes my writing lousy. Some of the mistakes are (were) made because I am (was) reckless; others were made because I did not even have a clue about the right rules to use. Then (therefore), in order to have solid grammar training which is fundamental towards a good writing, I start to read grammar books again, ten years after I took my TOFEL exam when was the last time I read a grammar book.
When I get to the details of the rules and the exceptions of English grammar, my hands are sweating. The more I read, the more I realize (realized) that how many mistakes I have made. I even made lethal mistakes in my cover letters of applying jobs (for job application) . No wonder I get no response (responses) from those hiring companies at all. On the other hand, I feel lost with all those rules and exceptions. It is hard to memorize all those details without using them on daily basis (on a daily basis). Thus, I make up my mind (nothing wrong here, but use "decide" maybe simplier?) to practice everyday. Try to write something and utilize what I have learned. My grammar is really weak based on my self-evaluation and feedbacks from others. The good part is that I have large room (a large room) to improve, whereas the bad part is that I have a lot to do to be on the right track.
If I just do it on my own, those blind spots may not be found out forever (nothing wrong here, just think maybe use "never be found" is simpler). So I need help from you guys. Please help me to correct my mistakes to make my writing better. Hope you do not mind that my writing is really poor. I also beg you for the tips towards proper usage of grammar and writing. Thanks.
