出差几天,回来一看,坛子好热闹啊,想起我去摩洛哥前突然感概写的Notes, 也贴这儿,和大家说说心里话。今年是我旅行最多的一年,不过动机并不纯良,为的是给自己解脱。
I chated with Cat yesterday " I've kept myself busy, travelled to different places, tried to be good to myself。 But why it's still not over, why am I still not happy? Maybe I should not try that much"....
Cat said " but at least you tried and saw many things, better than sad but doing nothing"...
Now looking back the journey in the last half a year, those moments that recorded in my mind
Jan , Lot of tears during the trips, but saw such a beautiful sunset at Santorini , then Muscat, early morning, walked on the beach , waited for the sunrise
Feb, I went back home, very sick, but felt the warm care from my father, tasted the best chicken soup
March, I went to singapore to see the one I care
April, I went to Malaysia, the smell of grass, the nut dropped on the laptop, the tibet massage would always be in my memory.
May, I went to Barcelona and Li*****on, watched the flemenco dance and Gaudi's building
I also joined the whole workshop of Hadia , enjoyed the simplicty of the dancing
Yesterday , I saw someone said on facebook " Life is about moments" Those beautiful moments shall last, and hope one day, everything will settle down..and I can see the light..
This afternoon, I will learn Gina's oriental Tango, and tonight, I will leave for Morocco.
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这一年多遇到莫名其妙的打击,比电视剧还荒谬的剧情,打算过一辈子的恋人走了,工作也被好朋友坑了,反正怎么黑怎么来,年初的时候一病不起。
不知道的人看我嘻嘻哈哈,一个月去一个国家,好自由洒脱。但是如果可以选择,我宁愿和心爱的人窝在沙发里看电视,拿脚指头去蹭他的脚心。
如果没得选择,如果必须经历 loss 和低谷,那么至少我努力着去体验生活和世界,希望有一天,再有幸福的感觉。
不管是享受旅行的,享受爱情的,享受亲情的,或者很圆满地什么都享受的,希望每个姐妹都Enjoy those beautiful moments of life.
生活有时顺风顺水,有时却不停给我们出难题。 每个人甘苦自知。 所以希望开心着的,尽情享受开心; 而辛苦挣扎着的,快点苦尽甘来。