It’s been my pleasure spending time with you in KT for almost a year and half. I really appreciate your guidance, encouragement, patience, support and understanding, the most important thing is I’ve completed my journey in the traditional Chinese society and learned so many wonderful life lessons here. I thank God he sent you to me and you’ve been working so hard to make me a much better and valuable person in so many different ways. Therefore I'm grateful for your kindness, sensitivity, tolerance and inspiration. Everyone in KT is my angel, thank you so much!
Although I’ve been so proud of being a person of Chinese descent, but somehow I feel lost lately. I meditated in the mythical labyrinth and just couldn’t find my way out of the puzzle, it really baffled me, amazing!!! I thought I could breathe some fresh air and feel close to Chinese culture here, unfortunately I have to close the door on peace and fulfilled with confusion and sadness. Finally, I realized that culture shock always eliminated the harmonious phenomenon no matter how sweet the honeymoon was. People always say you love someone but not like them at most of the time, I don’t quite understand the meaning of that for a long time but I got the point now. Honestly speaking, I’ve been trained as a fighter and I’m pretty good at it as always, mentally and physically. But my rule is fight with people on the same level as mine and only in the REAL business world, no exception for fairness. Other than that, I do nothing but smile. Because I’ve been taught that never park in a handicap spot and respect the privilege for my own pride since I was a little kid.
Anyway, there’s no regret at least I've tried my best to fit it in, but the honeymoon is over and we should get back to the place where we belong. A savvy Chinese proverb says “all good things must come to an end”, I hate to admit it but have to go with flow. I really hope that in the future, we’ll be able to dance like nobody's watching, laugh like no one is listening, love like we can't be hurt, live like it's heaven on earth. Breathe the sunshine, embrace the ones we love with open arms, smile to strangers and seeing people smiling back….You’ll always be on my mind no matter where I go and what I do. Wish you all the best, smile and be happy.
Je vous aime tous, bon voyage~~!
