I lost my first baby today in my first pregnancy. She is officially 6 weeks and 3 days, though she stays with me longer than that. Guess in the meanwhile she just took her time to think thoroughly for herself before she finally made the open farewell today. Guess she is also a person to plan ahead and think a lot, just like her mom and dad. What a work of gene plays. Now my baby is just on the way back to God's angel garden. I guess she will be there tomorrow. I promised her to grow up like real adults , being responsible and strong in her motherland, ready for the parenthood and will take her back when she is ready.
I am writing this to her/him as a final goodbye, also a first step of my promise to be grown up in her primary mother language.
I want to make this final note to her as native as possible.
Please help me to modify it into a well-written note at your free will.
Thank you very much!
sincerely,
A rabbit-mom-thought-to-be
I attached my draft down here. Thank you again. Appreciate any inputs.
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宝宝，My dear little angel, Daddy and mommy just temporarily say bye to you. Or we are the ones you said goodbye to. You are naughty enough to think daddy and mommy are still like kids to be ready for parenthood. So you disqualified us on your will without discussing with us. What a plan-ahead and think-a-lot person you are just like your mom and dad. What a work of gene plays! You vetoed two adults! Think how powerful you are and what a mentally strong person even from being little! I even admire your mental strength.Or, it could be God, your current Guardian, who thought we were not ready and dare not to let you go and put you under our care. Although I can not help holding a little bit regrets right now to God (please pardon me, I just lost you 2 hours ago. I thought a lost mom really have a little spoiled privilege to hold slightly maybe unreasonable regrets toward God), I also feel assured you are loved by God at least. After losing you, I realized how painful I am to lose you and how unwillingly I am to lose you. I promise you daddy and mommy will grow up like real adults this time.We warmly welcome you back soon with heart and soul. We love you. We temporiarly return you to God and when we are ready, we will ask God to give you back to us again. And we promise to God we will take good care of you then and he will have a peace of mind to give you under our watch. Stay warm and safe in the God's arm. Love, Mom and Dad.
I chose the Chinese Moon Cake letter template for you. So you at least can have a piece of our Chinese culture and tradition with you before you sleep sweet and sound again in God's arm.
Love again,
Mom and Dad
