I think most of people live in an ordinary life, as a matter of fact, materials really meant nothing much in a person's life, maybe material comfort is really what we are dealing with in an every day life, but how different we are no matter poor or rich, people we, are all eating same food, no matter in a wealth or poor people's home, rice, meat, vegetable, we are eating the same thing, no matter how poor or rich we are, we all sleep in the bed at night, people we all have the similar life span, woman, we all, have suffered or enjoyed temporarily a relationship with a man, people, we all once have or had parents who loved us, people, we all lived in this same society following the similar commone sense in this world.
Your life are nothing too different from our life, the only difference is that you ARE THINKING you or we should live in a totally fantancy world. First of all, there is no such fantacy a world, and we are content with what we have, even if there is a such "fantacy" world in the surface, there are not much a happiness in this "fantacy" world as well.
The most important thing in life is to treasure what you have, you would know how important they are once you lost them. Find your family, connect with them, I think you are really a lonely person in life, your time and feelings should be with your family, while you belongs, not this fantacy world, or here to create a fake impression to dream about it.
The most thing I treasured in my life is my family, everything else (house, cars, money) could be lost by accident, illness, outside matters. But the feelings and love between you and your family (especially your parents) will be there forever, Wish you found your family soon.