Something gets under my skin

Don’t know what it is.

Some of these days, I am just like this: out of sorts,tired, lazy, anxious, irritated……PMS?!

The routine life seems so overwhelming: work, work-out, “phone-lunch” with hubby, teasing my boy, music, movie, reading, hanging out with friends, blablabla online….

What do I want?

I don’t have that much get-up-and-go. 

I don’t wanna fill the bill in this DOG-EAT-DOG world.

I don’t wanna handle things with kids gloves.

I don’t wanna fit in stupid suits with inflexibility.

I don’t wanna block the airway of my lips with lipstick.

I don’t wanna prove whenever and wherever that I’m smart, sharp, professional, special and unique.

I wish I was born with silver spoon in my mouth.

-- (Sorry, piss dad&mom off though you are not poor at all)

I wish I had a “Gravy Train” job.

-- (forget no pains, no gains)

I wish I count my chickens before they hatch.

-- (I am eager for instant success and quick profits)

I wish I dared to show a plain me wherever I go.

-- (though I don’t make up that much except using lipstick)

I wish the aesthetic conception of a women’s figure was being plump.

-- (it’s much easier and pleasant to be accomplished than being skinny!)

I wish there were not many words to arouse the world for a healthy life style.

-- (don’t you agree healthy food not tasty but junk food are?)

I wish I wasn’t educated.

-- (so I have excuses not to be smart, professional, and competent)

I wish I wasn’t raised in a decent and sophisticated family.

-- (so I could just shout “F…, Sh….,” like a shrew) LOL

I wish I was brainless.

-- (it gets life simple – not much desires and ambition)

……

Can’t make more wishes now.

Call it a day!

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• nice list:) -米沙- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:11:11

• mm好. 你还有一个月就毕业了吗?恭喜了,终于不用考试学习了 -xiaohejianjian- ♀ (67 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:16:38

• 谢谢，我也很开心以后不用上学了，不过考试还会有很多的：（ -米沙- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:18:03

• 你学的是什么?怎么毕业了还要考试?是要拿证书吗? -xiaohejianjian- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:22:28

• 想做精算 -米沙- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:36:02

• 这个工作好呀!mm肯定很聪明了.以前的一些物理系的朋友拿了 -xiaohejianjian- ♀ (45 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:42:27

• 俺有个数学的MS,觉得做这个简单点 -米沙- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 11:03:48

• actuary, very good -chinesebuns- ♀ (37 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:42:30

• yeah,actuarial profession has been rated -xiaohejianjian- ♀ (49 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 10:05:42

• What does actuary do? It is new to me. -简娜- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 10:58:26

• 现在可能也有点饱和 -米沙- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 11:03:02

• congrats on ur graduation -chinesebuns- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:27:12

• thanks -米沙- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:35:24

• Tks. Welcome to fill in more. :-) -blhw72- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:19:12

• I wish that I could be slim like you, I wish that I could stay -gzlady- ♀ (18 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:14:58

• You look good just like the way you are now. In 5 hrs, -blhw72- ♀ (38 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:21:17

• Haha, you are right. I am going out to take a walk, even -gzlady- ♀ (93 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:25:08

• jj will be bored to tears if you stay home and got nothign to do -chinesebuns- ♀ (168 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:25:00

• U R absolutely right. -简娜- ♀ (106 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:32:50

• I know, but he gives you lots fun too. We have the empty -gzlady- ♀ (51 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:38:06

• hv a pet--maybe a cat?? -chinesebuns- ♀ (103 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:40:11

• I was looking forword for that. -简娜- ♀ (32 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:42:53

• maybe you are right, my mom never worked outside the -gzlady- ♀ (197 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:33:40

• a guy in my office in his early 30s, hv 3 kids already -chinesebuns- ♀ (108 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:37:03

• Office time is the only time that I am not on my feet :) -yingying001-- ♀ (422 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 10:05:46

• What is PMS? -简娜- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 10:08:12

• 经前综合症，有时是经后;) -boredatwork- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 10:15:32

• Haha.. Thanks. -简娜- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 10:19:30

• hv a nice walk -chinesebuns- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:38:09

• cute style. check your qqh. -sfla- ♀ (0 bytes) () 12/04/2006 postreply 09:57:17