Last Saturday, C went to floorball game in north CA. I went to play volleyball
with bunch of singles and then dinner. C kept text messaging me that day,
telling me the result of each game, etc, and he would be back that midnight.
I agreed to see him the second day, which was yesterday.
We had lunch, made love, watched a DvD called "The Veil" which was about
a love story, sad yet intriguing. Then he told me that he may go to Japan
this week, for his friend's wedding.
The point is that his friend didn't invite him, it was a Japanese girl who
knows the bride as well as him, that invited him. This girl, according to
my girlfriend B, is an easy girl who could jump to bed with anybody and doesn'
t care. She's already in Japan now. He was hesitating if he should go.
I told him that if the air fare is good, and with someone who could speak
Japanese, it would be fun for him to take this trip since he's never been
there before. I played cool, joking that if he cannot make a decision, then
he should toss a coin. I didn't say anything else on this topic. He said
he would decide on Monday, which is today.
But I didn't feel comfortable. I started regretting about saying "yes" to
him on his company's Christmas party. I feel cold and distancing.
不好意思, 上面用E文快一点. 刚刚他给我发电邮, 如下:
"I booked today flights to Japan over the long weekend. I'm gonna leave
on Wednesday and head back on Monday.
It going to be nice to see my friend again and I've never been to Japan
so two birds with one stone :)"
我则回道:
"I think it would be a very exciting trip for you to explore that interesting
country a little bit. You will be amazed. I will be around SD with a group
of friends in Laguna Mountain, hiking and maybe more. Finally it's the holiday
season. Too happy to think anything else to do :)"
我虽然没有计划和他过节(毕竟才约会了三个月), 但他的举动真的令我失望,心冷... 他倒是坦白,那个日
本女孩子名声很滥,他就不担心我会有激烈的反应么? 他还要带我去他们公司的圣诞
晚会...他的脑子好像进水了.那个什么圣诞晚会, 俺真的想打退堂鼓了.
看来, 他并不很在乎我. 这段关系可能不会长久, 如此下去要不多久我一定会离开他.
