dated for one and a half month also. I have experienced the sweetest things in my life. whenever we spend nights together, I sleep in his arms and we have sweet conversations. last night, he touched my belly and said he wanted it to be stretched one day for him (he wants more kids). he wanted to have me for the rest of his life. He wanted me to be his future wife. I cannt remember how many sweet things he has said to me.
we pinky sweared never walk away from each other and he remembered the first time we did it. when I asked him again he told me we already promised and said let us renew it. then I said no need to renew. once we sweared, it is forever. I dont know, being a girl, I think I need to hear it over and over again!
I am so happy and be afraid to fall in love and get hurt. But I have no control of it. it is the initial stage of a relationship still. whatif we find out something doesnt work out? I had Caucasian boyfriend many years ago but it didnt work out. although he came back to me after I got new boyfriend later. but I turned him down at that time. now I am more mature. and I think I am good enough for my new boyfriend. I just need to relax and enjoy what I have now and dont worry about the future.