harsh words, but very realistic and practical.. yes, in cruel reality, especially in today's moral and economical world, being independent economically, psychologicaly, culturally,(including languages) and so on, is first and foremost..
God saves those who save themselves..(why doesn't God save people who can't save themselves? don't know).
you need to improve yourself, start with an ESL class first, you have no choice, whether you find somebody or not..
