My sugestion you should live for yourself.
Your decision should not be for others
Well if you really want this kid, probably it is a good reason.
anyhow you will have someone with you when you get older.
Maybe you should be independent.
Do not know if you have seen the Movie Mo Li Hua by Zhang Zi Yi.
just wonder is he a an american?
If so, american do not care if they have child with other women before.
That is what I think
Your decision should not be for others
Well if you really want this kid, probably it is a good reason.
anyhow you will have someone with you when you get older.
Maybe you should be independent.
Do not know if you have seen the Movie Mo Li Hua by Zhang Zi Yi.
just wonder is he a an american?
If so, american do not care if they have child with other women before.
That is what I think