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Yes, I want to keep this marriage. It counts we have been together more than 20 years. I wait for her positive responce. But I can not endure if she has affair with other man regardless of body or spritual.   

Wish you communicate with your hu*****and and point out which aspects you are not satisfactory. If he can correct the shortcomings or improve something, why discard a man having been living with years.

Another question is that can you find another man who love you and live with you and the same time you also love him? if he is not so bad.

If every effort has been made, no result. you can consider next step. Don't think make affair with others within the existing marriage. It is not fair to your parter. Your children will not forgive you if they know. Then children will not belive marriage and will not trust people any more because their mother cheats their Dad.

This is what I think of marriage.