Had a chat with A about the pregnancy. I think I am definitely pregnant, I even felt the morning sickness.
另一个方面, what to do with the baby. I asked him his opinion, He said that for him there are two choices, one is to stick together to have the baby, the other one is not to have a baby at all. This is in consistent with what I want, so the only decision to make is to decide which way. I told him it is all up to him, he can make the choice and I will stick to his choice. I am on holiday for 2 weeks so I told him we will meet up again after the holiday, meanwhile he can think about it.
I do feel however that he wants the abortion, his office near me recently closed due to bad economical situation and he is moving to a city about 2 hours away after the new year. For him it is completely unpractical to do this. So let’s see what happens next.