Not that long time ago, I was leading a befuddled life. Geez, I was having so much fun, well, at least, I thought I did.
I was busy at dating lots of American guy, which was like a "full-time" job. The "pay" wasn't bad that my footmark was left in every corner of fancy restaurants and bars in the city. The bonus certainly pleased me that "every night I sang and danced to extol a good time".
I did NOT want to settle down on one man. Of course my ambition was exaggerated since I'd been dating all the good-status guys. I reached the height of vanity by picturing a florid life style elaborated upon a showy status.
......Life plays jokes, always.
Now I am married, with a guy whom I barely paid attention to at the beginning. Because I drew upon a conclusion that he was way ordinary after comparing him to other guys. I thought I knew what love was. I didn't know I was a snob.
It is this "ORDINARY" guy who presents and teaches me that love isn't a 3-month "fever" rather a lifetime medicine. After I was covered all over with life cuts and bruises, this "ordinary" guy sheltered and nurtured me with his "ordinary" love. I taste it. It isn't spectacular, earth-shaking but insipid, warm, little by little without a letup.
I did worry about losing my previous "dynamic life" and I was afraid of being alone.....Time goes by, now I like to spend sometime alone and ponder alone. I more love to have a conversation with my laptop by inputting my words, as I lend an attentive ear to my heart.
After all the luxuries and thrills, I now think of them less and less, and I am more intrigued in the happiness and relaxation derived from ordinary daily-life. I guess I don't have to forget all by withdrawing myself. Life is always full of attractions. But the decision is mine.
I remember when I just started my blog on wxc, the high-clicking number satisfied my vanity and clouded my thoughts on the purpose of my writings. Now I smile no matter what I get from it. Gain or lose, what's the difference? Life still goes the way as it should be.
Behind ornateness, it is just prosaicness.
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I was busy at dating lots of American guy, which was like a "full-time" job. The "pay" wasn't bad that my footmark was left in every corner of fancy restaurants and bars in the city. The bonus certainly pleased me that "every night I sang and danced to extol a good time".
I did NOT want to settle down on one man. Of course my ambition was exaggerated since I'd been dating all the good-status guys. I reached the height of vanity by picturing a florid life style elaborated upon a showy status.
......Life plays jokes, always.
Now I am married, with a guy whom I barely paid attention to at the beginning. Because I drew upon a conclusion that he was way ordinary after comparing him to other guys. I thought I knew what love was. I didn't know I was a snob.
It is this "ORDINARY" guy who presents and teaches me that love isn't a 3-month "fever" rather a lifetime medicine. After I was covered all over with life cuts and bruises, this "ordinary" guy sheltered and nurtured me with his "ordinary" love. I taste it. It isn't spectacular, earth-shaking but insipid, warm, little by little without a letup.
I did worry about losing my previous "dynamic life" and I was afraid of being alone.....Time goes by, now I like to spend sometime alone and ponder alone. I more love to have a conversation with my laptop by inputting my words, as I lend an attentive ear to my heart.
After all the luxuries and thrills, I now think of them less and less, and I am more intrigued in the happiness and relaxation derived from ordinary daily-life. I guess I don't have to forget all by withdrawing myself. Life is always full of attractions. But the decision is mine.
I remember when I just started my blog on wxc, the high-clicking number satisfied my vanity and clouded my thoughts on the purpose of my writings. Now I smile no matter what I get from it. Gain or lose, what's the difference? Life still goes the way as it should be.
Behind ornateness, it is just prosaicness.
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