gzlady: Thanks for sharing.

I am glad you had similar story and understood my situation. I have a fear for handling a baby at my age; fear for affecting my career because of raising a baby; of course needless to say that I can not travel or enjoy 2 peopple's world in many years. Plus a fear of the risk of unhealthy adopted baby.

But if I lost him, I would not be healed for a long long time. He does not want to give in. He does not want to break up with me either. He was trying to convince me nothing to worry about if we raise a baby. But in my deep heart I wish he would give up the idea someday. .... anyway I feel my life is screwed whatever I choose.

Maybe I am not so smart and brave like you. I have gone too far...

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• 唉，头疼！两难 -BigXiao- ♀ (0 bytes) () 05/26/2007 postreply 22:14:23

• Nothing is that bad! And I think you have too much concern about -kathyzhang73- ♀ (278 bytes) () 05/27/2007 postreply 05:43:50

• 仙女你好爱说vise verse(: -ggzr- ♀ (0 bytes) () 05/27/2007 postreply 07:28:04

• I've read what gzlady said, I totally agree with her. -小妹妹~~- ♀ (125 bytes) () 05/27/2007 postreply 06:48:22

• 你爱他吗？知道你不想失去他，但是你真心爱他吗？ -emma2007- ♀ (48 bytes) () 05/27/2007 postreply 09:00:59

• I think compromise with your fiancée is the key -gzlady- ♀ (1560 bytes) () 05/27/2007 postreply 10:55:08

• Eva, you made some very good points! -kathyzhang73- ♀ (0 bytes) () 05/27/2007 postreply 20:03:45