don't worry

don't worry. there are lots of people like you even with a family and love husband. some people just dont talk about it like you do.
everybody has those fears about life. you just have to make yourself to face it. I suggest you to take some medicine to help if you think you can not handle it.
sometime it is the chemical in your body so you need medicine to stop the chemical. then you can work on your mind on your own.