I feel a little released now. I just realy have no one to share, even my hu*****and. He does not mature enough on this topic. Every time when my son got a bad mark, my hubby just burn out, shout at my son and took away all his toys. He is not helping him but only burn out for himself and scared my son. I have to say I'm not patient enough but at least I know I get to help my son out. I will not give up. One thing I learned after go aboard is that I can only depend on myself. I will work hard for me and for my son. Thank you guys.