The good things is that you are doing well now.
Forgiving is the hardest thing one can do. I have no problem to give others money, but forgiving is harder than giving money. Forgiving needs internal strength.
However Forgiving itself is very powerful, it is almost a declaration of "you can't hurt me anymore! I forgive you because I am stronger and I move on. You might didn't know better at that time. I will let go all my anger and resent towards you. may Heaven bless you."
The reason I write this assay is to share. A lot of people have similar experiences. To live as a victim does not worth it.
A hearty hug from me!
Again, thanks for sharing your feelings and story!
