Thanks 紫君 and Lilac09! Your suggestions are very valuable to me.

Wow, I really appreciate you girls' long writing.

I am surprised that I am such a hard working person in your eyes. I personally think I am a pretty lazy bone in the real life. I should actually start doing the same 6 years ago when my first boss told me the language barrier. But I had all kind of excuses without doing it. Finally, the procastination comes back and bites me now. Sometimes, I feel so strong that I have to do this and there is no other option for me. It may sound like mission (it truly is) but it may scare others.

I was a little bit frustrated recently because I didn't feel any obvious breakthrough on my readings and I didn't know where I can improve. Luckily, with all the feedback, I gained some ideas. And I am very encouraged today by being comfirmed by you girls.

I am a typical stuborn Taurus who love to follow the rules. That is why I stick to NCE series. It is funny that Lilac said I am uptight and one of my coworkers gave me same comments. Guess that I need to be more chilly.

Again, thanks a lot for your responses and I am deeply moved by the support from the forum.

Have a great weekend.