Sweetie, I will give you a hug

Americans say: life is hard.

Could you check with your doctor to make sure your hearing is OK?

And then, you have to immerge yourself in English.  I would listen to an English movie before I go to bed.  Sometimes I am too tired to watch, so I listen. 

The improvement will take some time.  But the best person to rely on is yourself.  So you have to improve  your English.