I cut grass, wash dishes,mop floor, clearn toilet, wait on tables, do almost anything to make some money when I don't have a decent job, so is my wife. I don't think that we are not as smart, intllegent or decent as you are. Besides we also have a very large and luxury house and two lovely kids. Please go out and do wahtever you can to have some income. It is good for you as well as for the entire family. No job is bad as long as you can make some money and you are not stealing or selling your body. At the same time, look for new and better opportunities. Good Luck, lazy bone.