Yesterday the heaven showed me two signs: up, then down quickly.
I was waiting for the up, which did not happen, i was numbed when it downs,
So my preparation is sloppy,incomplete.
Also because I was in posting. I am happy for I solved the 暮色 secret.
暮色 is also a light, a twilight.
暮气
mùqì
〖lethargy;apathy;spint of decline〗黄昏时的雾霭。比喻意志衰退、不求进取的精神状态 暮气沉沉 its opposit is spirit,
laziness, sluggishness
Synonyms: apathy, coma, disinterest, disregard, drowsiness, dullness, hebetude, heedlessness, idleness, impassivity, inaction, inactivity, inanition, indifference, indolence, inertia, inertness, insouciance, languor, lassitude, listlessness, passiveness, phlegm, sleep, sleepiness, sloth, slowness, slumber, stupor, supineness, torpidity, torpidness, torpor, unconcern, unmindfulness
Antonyms: activity, busyness, energy, life, liveliness, vigor, vitality, vivaciousness,
暮色
mùsè
〖dusk;gloaming;twilight