I guess I need to start writting letters to my sons when my headaches is not too bad. I had a good trip 2 months ago so I guess that was good that at least I went to places that I always wanted to go in my life. I should 感恩that my conditions was stable for a little while earlier and that I did pass the year mark thanksgiving last year. Thanks lord for his 恩典 and I will try to stay strong no matter what he plans for me.