I think you tend to ask questions that are too difficult for you (and for most people).
I have noticed this tendency in you several times while reading your posts.
Since you are not ready for those big questions accordingly you torment yourself by trivializing them such as what you do with the last paragraph in this post (random kills by falling bricks onto a mass of people).
A good thing about this tendency is that you aim upward in your spiritual life.
The drawback is, you may sometimes pretend someone you are not.
Isn't this why my pursuit of 存在大師 with questioning him if he should run away from an approaching car impressed you? Since you too like to put yourself in front of that car once a while?
