每一年的这一天，当我们醒来的时候，看到圣诞礼物的时候，我们是否还记得过去的心愿是什么？
我们是否还记得第一次的圣诞礼物，带给我们的快乐的感觉。是否曾经相信过圣诞老人，在深夜里悄悄地从烟囱里进来，将我们心中的期望放在了床头。
终于有一天，我们知道所有的圣诞礼物，都是来自于我们自己，而把美好的希望寄托在上帝的世界。是否感觉到了一点点的失落？
我们是否会有一种感觉，一个不长大的人生，该是多么的美好的事情。
记得在出国之前，每年的节日里，周末的时候，常常都去姑妈家，小萍姐家。回父母家的时候，老爸老妈和弟弟乐颠颠地忙前忙后。自己很少主勺，承担起一份的责任，是一个没有长大的成人，在很长的时间里。我觉得上帝待我太好了，不需要长大，这是我喜欢的一种方式。
在我们承担起一种责任的时候，我们是否觉得上帝开始远离了我们？也许我们眼前呈现出来的，远非总是心中期望的样子。也许太咸了，也许太甜了，也许转眼间锅底烧透了，也许在打开锅盖的时候，让我们失望透顶。
生日快乐，姑妈。
上帝以他的方式存在于我们的生命中，从不曾远离我们，只是让我们长大的过程真的很难，却是我们无法绕道行驶的。他让我们学会承担，宽容，爱己，爱人。
他让我们跌倒无数次，都是一定会发生的故事。他爱我们，看着我们跌倒，站起，再跌倒，再爬起来。他希望我们绝不放弃。。。
圣诞快乐。
[Life without growing up] Every year on this day, when we wake up and see Christmas gifts, do we still remember what our past wishes were?
Do we remember the joyful feeling that our first Christmas gift brought us？Have you ever believed in Santa Claus, who came in quietly from the chimney in the middle of the night and put the expectations in our hearts on the bedside？
Finally one day, we know that all Christmas gifts come from ourselves, and we pin our good hopes on God's world. Do you feel a little lost?
Do we have a feeling that a life that does not grow up is such a wonderful thing？
I remember that before going abroad, I used to go to my aunt's house and sister Xiaoping's house during festivals and weekends every year. When I went back to my parents' house, my parents and my younger brothers were happily busy. I seldom take the lead and take on a share of responsibility. I am an adult who has not grown up for a long time. I think God is too good for me to grow up, which is one way I like it.
When we take on a responsibility, do we feel that God is starting to get away from us? Maybe what we see before our eyes is far from always what we expect in our hearts. Maybe it was too salty, maybe it was too sweet, maybe the bottom of the pot was burned in a blink of an eye, maybe when we opened the lid, we were disappointed.
Happy birthday, aunt.
God exists in our lives in his way, never far away from us, the process of making us grow up is really difficult, but we can't detour. He taught us to bear, tolerate, love ourselves and others.
He made us fall countless times, and it is a thing that must happen. He loves us, sees us fall, get up, fall again, get up again. He wants us to never give up. . .
Merry Christmas.
