可见这生活的本相就是要折磨人， 磨人，what I learned from my son's kids book is: you need to count your blessing at this down moment, so you will get out from the darkness and get not afraid about it.
Fantasy is not the real world at all, it is beautiful and can soothing you, but if you really go for it, your real world will full of the tears. Keep balance yourself between the fantasy and the reality, might better to hide your fantasy behind the reality otherwise it will hurt you. The words is still true life is not believe the tears.
