I've been using "天将降大任于斯人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨。。。空乏其身，行拂乱其所为，所以动心忍性，etc" to encourage myself to hold myself in one piece and move on day by day for the past 4 years, am I really going to shoulder the GOD knows "天降大任" in the future? Everybody knows that we just live for today, I never ever got a chance to look for future, since I've been working 60 to 65 hours per week for those past years, I have to make sure everything running well within my team, otherwise, she could use any excuse to blame me.
Is the GOD blessing her more? I just don't get it? Thanks.
