求各位高见:要换组吗

部门最近重组,　双向选择　－　本人选责了据说worklife balance　很好的组. 新的小组长和上面的大头都是别的组来的, 本人与他们都不熟. I also came from ohter group.
现在产品正在设计阶段, 组里正在给每个人feature ownership. 开始我feature 是在别lead 辖区, 我觉得这样不好, 就要求做自己头手下feature. 谁料, 我feature 被削掉了, 需要重新找新feature. 别组有一级别比自己高一级的A也处于同样情况. 头头门讨论时, 有人提出让A 与另一级别更低B(比我低一级) 共同测试一个feature. 结果有人反对, 提出让我share. 我lead 不同意, because A and me are both senior, If A can not share with B and there is some concern ther, why I should share with B?

However, the lead that supports A are the former followers of the my lead's manager. according to my lead, my lead did not get trust from her manger and so did I. I was given some feature to test right after I moved to this group which according to my lead is a test for my capabilty.

I am not a very social person and nor am I good at selling myself. According to my observation, people who shouted out loud in this group get their interest satified. so far I am playing any key functional role, but my performance in my former group are the top.

I am frusted on not getting trusted. My former manager willing to let me join his new group (we separate because our former group no longer exist and my former manager went to pretty heavy workload group). My current lead has tell me (seems like to me) everything - she even said that the other people has God father (the test manager) and she said she will see how things go and wait for a year to decide whether she will stay or move. According to her, the leads already grouped into to - inside (close to the manager ) and outsider.

I am swinging on whether to move to a different group or not = if stay, I will for sure been alwasys wondering abou the relationship, however, the product itself is really very light - worklife balance should be pretty good. if move, then my former lead will support me inside his group, however, I still need to get trust from the test manager and the lead whoever I will report to. I have fear on the chanlleges ahead of me - I feel my body and energy is not as good as before with two kids.

I am also planning to talk with my current test manager, but what's the best way to get my concern out ?


I appreciate if you could give me some advice.