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I really feel i need a vacation and just sleep. but after that ... i need to earn $ for supporting my kids. 我相信人无远虑必有...I wish the new job can allow me to start in Oct so that i can take a break from this one. However, the earn is less as I said.

要说要强，有一点。否则也不会折腾到这，读书工作。
说不要强，也有一点。我现在就想混。但是，现在的形势，我们的组里的形势让我每天都不想坐在这里。说话的多，做事的少。好想被layoff. get a package and free time at home for a few months.但是，试乎还得等...

The new company i am applying is in Medical area, more stable I feel. Now i am in an IT company. I don't really need to learn much new stuff in the work, i believe. Just the coperate ladder, people network.. restart ...