I can support the baby financially but it just means

less attention on my other two children. I may have to hire somebody to help me with the baby for several months until she/he can go to the day care. I know a place where they take the baby in very early. I know I can do it. My parents can help me even if they are elderly but if my hu*****and is still in the picture, I don't think it's good to ask them because my father might get a heart attack seeing my LG losing his temper. I am just not sure whether I should have this baby for him. However, it's half of my blood too. I always want a daughter but I used to worry she might become a dometic violence victim if she has a father like this. My second son is much easier to bring up than my first born.