谢谢西西妈的分享,感动!我的孩子们还小,5岁和2岁。我从来都不期望他们将来功臣名就,也不是期望他们一生快乐,只求他们从小就认识神,亲近神,将来一生追求神。因为我越来越明白,上好的福分就是像玛利亚所拣选的,坐在耶稣的脚前,聆听他的话语。如果孩子们和神有亲近的关系,一生都有真正的平安,喜乐,自信,爱神爱人。
我从小就是父母的乖乖女儿,凡事都力求做到最好,永远在追求 the perfect image,功课,成绩,事业,外表,家庭布置,甚至教会的事奉,etc。I was a control freak。I spent every minute of my life planning, organizing, optimizing, being "productive". I was very critical towards myself and people around me。直到最近几年,才逐渐认识自己,靠神的恩典,走出那个框框,学习把全部都放下。A perfect life is to sit at the feet of Jesus, enjoying His presence.