衹能說我非常同情你却幫不上忙，因為我怎么都没想到君孩子時如此痛苦才學會大勝大敗養病救火。。

However, it is all in the past. After all, it is only a language. Don't let a language traumatize you.

I think you should stay away from the source of your pain - the excruciating Chinese language.

Peace.