破除幻觉是在ego 很强的阶段。因为ego 破碎,allow grace come through。感觉花瓶碎了,好像该悲伤。但是瓶中的水和海水融合了. surrender to something larger.
又过后。慢慢的体会是没有divine will 的。而是渐渐的体悟grace (性). connect with IT. 渐渐的和祂融合。慢慢的生活(相)会easy & flow。仿佛oneself work together with 'the force'. and co- creating. make life and the world a bit better.
这是我个人体会,可能有误。个人灵修成分更多些。存在和石大师谈的更概念化更哲学一点。