http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hfd4EydQxqU
Crying? i think you should, and crying very hard, so that may be able to wash off all that you have done on yourself, him and his family, friends, etc., all the people who care and love him dearly.
He had lost his Job, House, perhaps, including the 他为之奋斗一生的 only chance in this life time, moving up in Beijing(?) as well , never even have to mention 灵魂上更久远的代价, which can last many life times' long 蚀骨入髓。
