that... take a break, let emotion calm down, use a fixed amount (10k for example) to practice, until you feel you get gloves back,
most important, cut fast. Till the day you start to feel pain and disgust when you look at, say, 3% or 5%, loss.
most important, cut fast. Till the day you start to feel pain and disgust when you look at, say, 3% or 5%, loss.