Thank you, Fengxiang.

 

I don't think my english is really good. i cannot express myself in english fully as i do with chinese.

what i wrote is something that i have been thinking of and struggling with all the time.

my dad loves me. but now, I WANT TO LOVE MY DAD.  i cannot love him as the way he loves me, which frustrates me and makes me feel bad . . . the sigh he had once was stabbing my heart because his love could not be received by me.

many times we take love, especially parents' love, for granted. i don't want it that way! the only thing outliving time is love . . . I am still learning how to love . . .