JJ碰了钉子，下了线还不死心，对我说：他刚听到我的声音时，显得挺高兴的。你说有没有可能他叫我别等他只是说气话？我听了真想一头撞墙，气呼呼地告诉她：有时候人家说NO就真的是NO!为什么还要浪费时间在已经不关心自己的人身上？她不甘心地说她什么都不图他的，只是爱他呀，人人都说是他的损失，他不要她就是失去了房子，绿卡，一个唱歌很好的女人，一个通情达理的女人。我说就是嘛，那你还挂念什么啊，忘了他！我恶狠狠地说了很多忘了他，而且加了特别大的感叹号，她还是说着说着又说回那个人，我实在没办法，那时正好原创这里有个叫盎匙盼业拿蜗搿?/span> 的写了篇“我嫁老外-可遇不可求的爱”，引起各种吵吵嚷嚷的声音，我就引她来看，为了帮她解脱我豁了出去，无比粗俗地说：“你为什么不试试跟老外交往呢，据说老外那家伙还大些。”逗得她哈哈大笑，回答说是啊，她有个朋友嫁了老外，说以后再也不要中国男人了，因为老外那家伙比较大。然后她说这个男人如果真的新找了洋女人，肯定不会长久，因为他那方面很差。她说她告诉过妹妹这个男人跟她试过几次，每次只能做10分钟。妹妹就奇怪她为什么不先甩他的。我也笑呵呵说是啊，怎么不先甩了他？刚才怎么还要死要活地说爱他呢？她忧郁地说她爱的是他的心灵！我晕！
第二天早上我刚到办公室，就看到JJ给我留了YM,要我去查email,说是她转发了一封昨晚收到的情书。我心想什么情书这么及时，赶紧去查，faint,很像是公式化的东东嘛，我看了一眼就说看起来是从哪里抄的，因为在YM第一次见面就寄这样的信还能是发自内心的吗？下面就是立即俘获了JJ的心的东东：
Hey Gorgeous At Heart,
Life is so unpredictable.Changes always come along, in big or small ways. I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world upside down. I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me, but there is something really special about you.
It might be all the things I see on the surface, the things that everyone notices and admires about you, qualities, capabilities and a wonderful smile obviously connected to a warm and loving heart; these things set you apart from everyone else. But it may also be the big things ... the person you really are that I hope to know more someday. And it might also be the little things ... the way you talk and all your actions. I receive so much joy just being able to see a smile in your eyes. If I ever figure out the magic that makes you so special, I'd probably find out that it's a combination of all these things. You are a rare combination of so many special things. You are really amazing and evolving in magical ways.
Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts. There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you.
Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you Sweety
