Fly to the happiness island
By ≠paleink
I came in last night from my trip. It is summer now – it is warm tonight, but thought
of him so cold, his trace, his smell which carries the best remainder of past, gently
kipping everywhere and everything he has touched before. The sense of loss shot me
like a wave of fear. I shivered from the summer warmth.
It is said that ‘Home is where the heart is.’ (我心安处是吾乡) He has been invalid
since I came home. Angels have stolen him away from me, the world is so
cold, I was shut out of here for such little wishes.
What worth am I!?
What hope have I, an insignificance creature expects the grace of a miracle, before
God of a fate?
I want to cry out as a lost child, a tinny and fragile child, on the cross but how could I!
God help, God promise, I would.
My thoughts hurled across my past in which my life had been charmed
with the sun behind him. But one day the Devil had dropped a poison from the
Heaven into our land.
If I come back to Hong Kong, perhaps my scholar will laugh at me! Perhaps all my
classmates will laugh at me! Perhaps the whole people around me will laugh at me
how stupid I am! But he is the greatest treasure on earth the gift of God given me. For
if I pause at this moment, Angels will take my Spring> away forever.
One sob in my throat, my study grows, in my body and spirits, day by day, - and will
away soon…- the project with my study is almost my only companion for the whole
last year in this new land…but… to doubt my decision and behaviour will be much
painful.
Project and passport is perhaps dear to me, but dearest still he around me, cheered by
the thought that he will be happier and stronger and well if I reach him>,
and now while I struggle and climb the nearest cloud with a pot of honey of life given
by the Mightiest God of a Love across thousands of miles to what I still call heartland.
A shaft of sunshine blossoms my spirits. My body and mind warm again. Tears were
gone. Unhappiness gone. All fear was gone. No devil would stop the true love! No
devil would stop the miracle!
I am certain the Angels will come back and be with us until our earthly death. It is as I
anticipate and hope on in the future life course.
摘取惠特曼温柔旋律奏起的情诗,送给天下爱与被爱的人.
万籁俱寂的时侯,
我听见潮水悠悠卷上海岸,
我听见流沙与沙砾的嘶嘶声响。
仿佛对我轻轻道贺，
因我最爱的人，卧睡在我身旁。
在凉夜里，在同一袭被盖下。
------惠特曼
My Heart Will Go On
(Love Theme From 'Titanic')
Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
There is some love that will not
go away
You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
≠paleink
2004-11-05
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