The past lead to where you are now…
It is whining without illness.
If you lived with your parents in China now and making RMB2000/month, you would say that you rather prefer they sent you out when you were a kid so you are now so independent and making much more US$$$ in USA…blah blah…
Appreciate what you are at the present. Don’t even blame the past.
The past lead to where you are now…