I have to say you are lucky very much. I lived with my grandma 1

and went to poorest countryside with mom in China.
and lived with other big kids in an abandoned high school while mom and her colleague built military townhouse from mud. I got bullied everyday.
but I bless mom so deeply because she brought me fryied sweet flour once a month. I consume just a portion of it while rest of them went to big kids or I get beated up.