为了忘却的纪念

N年前的今天，半年多不见看上去十分消瘦的你站在北方寒冷的雪夜里只为见我一面。记得那天你看上去很虚弱的样子，往常俊俏冷峻的脸却泛着青。寒风里你衣着单薄瑟瑟发抖。。。我接过那盒包装异常精美的红色巧克力。。。抬眼望你， 暗淡的月光下，你的眼里含满了泪。。。

那是我最后一次见你。 几天以后，一位雍容华贵气质高雅的中年女士，来到我工作的地方，找到我。她很不友好的上下打量着眼前这位黑色毛衫红色毛尼长裙的陌生长发女孩。她是你妈。她说她来只想见见我，想看看我是何等人物，竟让她的独生宝贝儿子魂不守舍，连生命都不顾惜。她告诉我，你已经绝食十几天了，大门不出，卧床不起了。她还说你爸老战友的一个女儿很想和你交往，你们是天生的一对儿。她希望我，放弃你。愣愣的站在那里，异常震惊但相当冷静的我，连想都没多想就告诉她一个残酷的事实，你是单相思，一厢情愿。

大学里你比我低两级。你是我的小老乡。你酷爱打网球和听钢琴曲。你说有一次去食堂打饭，只因我在人群里，曾向你回头嫣然一笑。 从此你的心里就没有了别人。你说今后一生都不会再爱另一个女孩。

我毕业的那天。你找到我，当着我的面咬破食指，在我毕业纪念册上，惨然写下四个大字：来世再见。

这几天，车里放着几首怀旧金曲。

多年以后的你， 过得还好吗？

"Everything I Do， I Do It For You"

Look into my eyes – you will see
What you mean to me.
Search your heart, search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more.

Don't tell me it's not worth trying for.
You can't tell me it's not worth dying for.
You know it's true:
Everything I do, I do it for you.

Look into your heart – you will find

There's nothing there to hide.
Take me as I am, take my life.

I would give it all, I would sacrifice.
Don't tell me it's not worth fighting for

I can't help it, there's nothing I want more

You know it's true:
Everything I do, I do it for you, oh, yeah.

There's no love like your love
And no other could give more love.
There's nowhere unless you're there
All the time, all the way, yeah.

Look into your heart, baby...

Oh, you can't tell me it's not worth trying for.
I can't help it, there's nothing I want more. I

Yeah, I would fight for you, I'd lie for you,
Walk the wire for you, yeah, I'd die for you.

You know it's true:
Everything I do, oh, I do it for you.
Everything I do, darling.
You will see it's true. You will see it's true.
Yeah! Search your heart and your soul
You can't tell it's not worth dying for
I'll be there I'd walk the fire for you
I'd die for you
Oh, yeah.
I'm going all the time, all the way.