Buying house is a very emotional process

Even though I think that I tried my best and have no regret in the bidding process, I still feel depressed for past several days because I did not win the bid.

What I see is that there are still brave people in the bidding war out there in Bay Area. I lost the bid to somebody with less asset and less income. I am a bit too conservative comparing to them. I admire them and wonder how can they handle the pressure of the mortgage and property tax payment on such an expensive house.

Oh well, just want to vent a little here.