米兄谢谢!

I'm glad to read your new articles in this morning!  It improved my awareness, ethic level, and spiritually satisfied!

But, question still is - we are ordinary people has to handle a lot of things in daily life, we need to survival, live in society, right? thus we have to do many works; not like kids, adults have 100+ things in mind -:))

I'm a IT worker, sometimes in a day I have 1000+ things in mind -:))

"从对琐事纠缠的习惯中突破出来" - it is hard to my lifestyle

"放弃个人意志投降个人意志给主" - I need ego to deal with daily issues.  My ego get much less chances than others to be weaken.

So far I understand 'meditation' as you said a VERY good approach for ordinary people to close to GRACE; but even if after long time meditation, many years, will I be able to finally give up ego & close to Grace as you said? Because once in return-to daytime work/life, I need ego to help me "be able to function as a normal person" so that I can "listen, talk, work"....

So how can I make my 'ego' dead and live a "normal life" at same time?