回复：I totally understand what you meant...

what you can't forget is the passion, the attentions, and your attraction...It doesn't mean that you're forward or crazy. You were proving your existance in a way. And you wanted to prove that you were still attactive which doesn't seem like you're getting the same from your hubby. This kind of feeling had been in your mind calling - it's just been there deep in your mind since the first time you found that piece of c*nd*m in your hu*****and's bag.

Here comes the question - will it happen again if you're still not getting any attention from your hu*****and...