Thank you, I think you really understand me

"""you wanted to get attention/care/love somewhere else"""
I totally agree with you. My hubby says I act like a kid sometimes, do naughty things to get his attention. As least, after this, I know that I am still a pretty woman and men care about me. I think that soldier did care about me, at least he paid that expensive hotel bill --- USD500 :). And I am happy he left immediately, so everyday life back to normal.