After I have burned down that bridge
And turned my back to the once dreamed land
After I have thrown out that map
And made turns that swirled my already messed-up mind
After I have locked up all those secrets
And stopped listening to your favorite bands
After I have sealed my lips about us
And forgot how your face looked in my hands
After...all those years I lived without you
After...all those whispers in dreams about you
After...all those jokes I made silently of you
After...all those endless longing I felt for you
I still love you