what do I want to get out of this whole thing?
Do I want to fanaticize that he still likes me and that he really does want to see me in his house?
If I bring my kids, what would he really feel?
I remember last year when he and I chatted about BBQ at his house, that night 我看到他的一丝羞涩。这么难得和久违,抓不住他的在意会让我痛。我真的就这么兴奋的去了,最后谁会最痛?我想一定是我。
刚看到邀请真的想把机票改了的冲动。
我必须知道我的目标:我要找回我自己
时时刻刻,就把他当作任何其他同事的邀请吧。
怎么回别人,就怎么回他吧。
我的情感在心里,不增不减,不会逝去。