Thanks for the help, the life is keeping change, and everyone

is responsible for his inner growth. I really appreciate the advice from all of you. I will keep positive no matter what I face in the future, we must be the one handle our own LIFE, and we are responsible for our own happiness and success.

I will not allow anybody to hurt my feeling, even my hu*****and. We always have choice to face the problem, I decide to look for solution not for problems.

Being happy is the most important lesson I need to learn now , life is short, I will stop my suffering at this moment, and I believe the day after tomorrow will be sunshine as before.