后来他脸色很苍白的对我说,不仅是对不起,他感受deep remorese.那一下午,他的办公室门都是关着的,也不接电话。大家都不晓得怎么回事。后来回家我就哭了,给他email说:“If each man or woman could understand that every other human life is as full of sorrows, or joys, or base temptations, of heartaches and of remorse as his own . . . how much kinder, how much gentler he would be.”我说,不管今后如何,let's stay kind. 他说"try his best".
现在虽然彼此不大说话,但是彼此很kind.今天他说想nominate我为employee of the month,问问我的意见。多精明啊。为了保证民主气氛,他从来不参与这种nomination.他也知道我不可能答应的,所以许诺一张空头支票。但是不管怎样,我还是很appreciate他的kindness. 这样的实例很多。不过我一般不接受他给我的丝毫好处,因为怕别人说闲话,影响他也影响自己。他现在也不offer了。(空头支票除外:)
唉,不管何去何从,都要stay kind. 细水长流吧。