邑，在既定历史无法修改的前提下，其终结也算带着一种黑色的“美感”了。安妹，我把这句西方名言送给你：

Writing a book is a long, exhausting struggle, like a long bout of some painful illness. One would never undertake such a thing if one were not driven by some demon whom one can neither resist nor understand. ~ George Orwell