Now I am welling up

To be honest, I was a little hurt last night. At seeing your post, my first reaction was: I am gonna give you bricks as your title has "练习”in it. And I did start marking. But I came back in the middle to see blueswan's picture and saw your answer. I stopped there, laughing at my being overly concerned about other people's business. Then later, my other post about 900 sentence reading met a similiar reaction from YuGong. I realized maybe it was my problem: I was doing all these things,  taking for granted that everyone else want the same thing as I do. But that's not the case, everyone has his/her preference and wants the freedom to learn at his/her pace. I can't force my ideas upon others just because they worked for me. 

As far as your not being here any more, I understand you are busy with your obligations at home and work. No worries. I was welling up because I thought about my childhood. That's a long story and I am not going to bore you with it for now. Don't feel guilty. I know you are watching me out there and I AM having fun in the forum. Isn't that you want, my dear sister?